don't have any aatm :)

i wish i was famous so i can earn 43.7 million a year. this is so not fair. whenever i see some guy i use to like, have feelings for, he always just grows up to be so ugly! like why? and it's so embarrassing cos my friend would be like 'oh jessica, remember when you use to like ____?look, he's there. he's so ugly omg wth were you thinking blahblahblah' and i would be like fuck my life. i had this day dream once that i would get '100%' in a test and the teacher would announce out my name in class and everybody would be like 'wtf she? asif blahlah'
and it actually came true! i got full marks in this section of the english exam and my teacher called out my name in class and i was like omgomgomg whut serious?and it was literally like holy fuck.
to many people, it's nothing but to me, it meant alot and i was just so happy :) neglects phone for half the day

checks phone for any texts/miss calls

no texts/miss calls

story of my lifeeeeee

and it's full of james ruse people.

time to check out if theres any hot ruse guys lulz its so chat omg! you just look like a diseased guy whos eyebrow cant grow properly, like its half bald man. i remember when i was in year 5 or 6, i snipped off the middle of my eyebrow by accident cos i wanted to see if it'd grow and i regretted it so bad. luckily, i had a fringe so it was hidden. heh heh heh and she was really proud of it lol.

and it sucks because i full imagine this hectic conversation and situation after and brainstorm all these different scenarios where i full win and walk away with the bitch like 'hell no she didn't' attitude. lolololol. i tried waxing down there the other day mhm and it fucking hurted so much that i could only pull off one strip which barely took off any. so i have this nice clean small patch. yay. omg, you don't see me giving chicks in my school whos younger than me dirties okay so you fuck off. just cos you guys are older than me and my mates doesn't mean you can tell us to do whatever you want and doesn't mean we'll listen to your bullshit. and nuh uh, don't give me the 'walk by' where you walk past me like you're all that. that i have decided to download 'LoL'


haerhaoeh...yeah. i think ive mentioned this before sometime ago but seriously, why do you people walk to close behind me and step on  my shoe? and you don't only step on it, you literally dig into and it falls off my feet and then i have to fucking stop and put it on which makes the other people behind me think 'da fuq' is that chick doing. like does walking so close behind me make you go any faster? why are you in such a fucking hurry? does stepping on my shoe make you go faster or someshit? no. because if you step on my shoe, i usually would give you the dirty, and then you'll have to say sorry which takes away time as well so you fucking people should just keep a step behind me and not walk into me. also, i have learnt to never walk too close behind so if they fart or something, it doesn't fucking land on you!

SO IF YOU'RE WALKING BEHIND ME, PLEASE DON'T FUCKING WALK TOO CLOSE OR I SWEAR I'LL PUSH OUT A MASSIVE FART ONTO YOUR FACE.
especially when she's trying to park and she's failing badly and i'm sitting next to her like omg mum just park the fucking car! obviously i don't say it cos it gives her pressure but i think it in my head. then she blocks off everyone else whos driving and people start beeping and i'm just like omfg...and then i hide under the windows to avoid all eye contacts and pretend i'm not in the car.


lulz to central, this abo hobo woman spat on the bus window and then almost got ran over by another bus so she got angry and yelled at the bus driver and tried to break the window cleaner stick lololololol i always see those dumb people on tv getting used like how those 'popular' girls would be nice to the faggots so they can use them for prostitution or like guys pretending to be friends with some dork to get money blahlblah and i'm always watching it like 'what fucking idiots'

but mhmm, this happened to me recently! i trusted these friends from my old group and they fucked me over hard and i lost alot of fucking money no joke.

but it's okay, it's a lesson learnt. never trusting people so easily again.

if my daughter turned out like that, i wouldn't know what to do. i'm glad i didn't go that far. and you're talking to someone so you're trying to not open your mouth or anything big so they see this shit stuck in between. then your tongue turns into some work out machine and full on tries to take it out without your face looking like your in pain.

and when you do finally take it out, its the beeeeeest feeeling. if anyone wants to talk to me, call/text/formspring me

:)
cos

1. i don't even use it
2. if anyone needs to talk to me, they'll get my number
3. and ofcourse i need to start concentrating in school

the same fucking bitches, the same fucking routine, the same fucking place, the same fucking people  in this boring as fuck hole. from this old group i use to hang with in hurstville and they were drunk and having so much fun. they called me and asked me these 'tbh honest questions' and like if this guy guessed my answer wrong, he drinks. this one particular guy was there and me and him use to me really close. we would phone every night till we fell asleep, i would trust him with pretty much everything and i think he trusted me too? but obviously that thing happens when two people drift apart and now i barely even know him and i'm pretty sure he's forgotten about me too. i wish i could start hanging with them again. they were all really fun to hang with. knowing that no matter how much you try work hard for something, everyone else just does it better. i just don't know how they do it and i can't ask them either cos they'll just think i'm

1. annoying
2. dumb as fuck

and it was about some guy who was really rich, who came from a rich family, had the hottest wife, was a ceo and then one day he got drunk and got into a car accident resulting in a serious spinal injury which made him unable to walk, have sex, blahblah and because of this he became domestic violent towards his wife due to a loss of confidence, and ended up in suiciding.
when i was watching it i was like 'wtf, doesn't mean he broke his back, he lost everything. he's still a ceo, he's still from a rich family, he's still rich and his wife is still loyal to him'
i guess people never realize what they have and always focus on what they don't have. they never realize that they're actually better than alot more people out there and get depressed because they can't be some person they've heard of or met. so start focusing on what you do have and try to appreciate them more instead of torturing yourself by telling yourself what you don't have. :) is actually so fucking annoying! LOL cos it's like you see her on your newsfeed so you decide to click onto her profile to do some stalking mhhm and then you see photos and you're like

urgh what a slut



















and then you keep looking and you're like 'shit she's pretty'




and then you keep looking and you're like WHY IS SHE SO HOT. THIS ISN'T FAIR.


because
1) i share the same birthday as a girl in my grade who is like much more liked/popular than me so it's weird.
eg) the birthday that i had this year, i swear hardly anyone remembered and the girl who shares the same birthday as me, is in the same class as me and like when i walked into the room

silence.

when she walked into the room

OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY OMG WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT.

2) i'm not one of those popular girls, i don't get presents and it makes me unhappy :( and the girl in my grade full gets a cake and everything and yeah. i wish i had a birthday thats during the school holidays. which means now i have to think before i post which is really gay cos you know, i like to post what ever the fuck i want.
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